Today i was having sum problems... When i was cooking 2day i spotted a bag of nearly rotting veggies and i knew that there should be some good ones in there. So I patiently started picking it out. Unfortunately i have came upon a problem and to me the rotten veggies reminded me of an injured person... someone mentally injured... As long as we slowly tend to the bad things we shall eventually help 2 heal them. So i stood there with an aching leg looking at the clock as it ticks and gently picking the rotting bits out. I was thought my theory was right, how wrong i was... It is like the veggie... no matter how many times you tend to it and remove its rotten things... if we are too late we are too late... i cant save that friend and she cant except me... i was too late 2 remove the wounds that cut her and now i can only watch her cry and scream... In the end... the rotten veggies along with the good ones were thrown away bcoz we saw no hope in those veggies... a note 2 life as well.. if we eat something rotten we would get poisoning... same with humans if we decide 2 accept something 2 rotten already we might in the end get sad or depressed for no reason.
I thought tried 2 get rid of all the rotten stuff before i threw it away... I looked at my phone... there was no more ringing of text messages from that one special friend that i related her to the veggie... Her text had stop and the whole kitchen was silent... I felt like my heart is going 2 burst because i knew at that moment i lost her to some darkness i have yet 2 forsee... her injuries were so bad i could not really see how 2 save her... like the veggies... she has left some where out there alone and hating every bit of her survival. I went to my piano as it sat there urging me 2 play what i feel like... I ran 2 it with burning eyes because i can feel it in my soul that she was going somewhere away from me... I looked away from everything because i cant help feeling the urge 2 cry... It was because she was going away I hated the fact i could not save her in time. Her heart has been in shards and now the dust blew her heart away and her eyes losing its light. I gaze away far as i watch the carefree friend of mine from the music... I can hear her gentle smile walking away from me and saying thank you but goodbye...
The only good thing here is i made a song that soothes the sad souls and it was a song 2 wish eternal peace and sleep. I shall plan 2 play it in the music room when i get 2 school tomorrow if she isnt at school.
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